We last met in December 2015.
What has changed in the last 38 months? Nothing I would say.
But we have lost 3 years of companionship. It sucks to not be able to speak to the one you really want to speak to. Not because you can't speak to one another, but because emotions take over at a certain point and conversations start to become uncomfortable.
Why should the conversations become uncomfortable? Hard to pick a reason.
We are grown ups, we are expected to understand each others predicament. But we don't accept reality. And as a natural response, we distance ourselves. We avoid speaking to the one we love. We don't address the elephant in the room and we lose valuable time and company. We lose the moment of sharing joy or anger or sorrow. We build walls around us all over again and make it difficult for love to come in.
There is only love that I have to give. I don't have anything else to give. I just want to be surrounded with abundance of love and passion. I just want to shower you with same love and passion.
"The Greeks didn't write obituaries, they just asked one question when a man died: Did he
have passion?" It's a quote used in the movie "Serendipity (2001)"
Do I still dream of being with you?
Absolutely.
Does it hurt to not be with you?
Not so much, the grown up in me has learnt to handle the child in me. Or should I say, forced to handle.
I came across the song "MYSELF" that I shared with you last night. All I could picture was your face, your dreams, your hopes, your desires that you shared with me. All that did not workout and all that worked out.
I know this is LOVE, in its 20th year. You have stayed away, I have stayed away. We have lived our separate lives.
But Tina, I will always LOVE LOVING YOU
What has changed in the last 38 months? Nothing I would say.
But we have lost 3 years of companionship. It sucks to not be able to speak to the one you really want to speak to. Not because you can't speak to one another, but because emotions take over at a certain point and conversations start to become uncomfortable.
Why should the conversations become uncomfortable? Hard to pick a reason.
We are grown ups, we are expected to understand each others predicament. But we don't accept reality. And as a natural response, we distance ourselves. We avoid speaking to the one we love. We don't address the elephant in the room and we lose valuable time and company. We lose the moment of sharing joy or anger or sorrow. We build walls around us all over again and make it difficult for love to come in.
There is only love that I have to give. I don't have anything else to give. I just want to be surrounded with abundance of love and passion. I just want to shower you with same love and passion.
"The Greeks didn't write obituaries, they just asked one question when a man died: Did he
have passion?" It's a quote used in the movie "Serendipity (2001)"
Absolutely.
Does it hurt to not be with you?
Not so much, the grown up in me has learnt to handle the child in me. Or should I say, forced to handle.
I came across the song "MYSELF" that I shared with you last night. All I could picture was your face, your dreams, your hopes, your desires that you shared with me. All that did not workout and all that worked out.
I know this is LOVE, in its 20th year. You have stayed away, I have stayed away. We have lived our separate lives.
But Tina, I will always LOVE LOVING YOU
