Heart has valves for blood..but no valves for pain

10th Dec 2011.....

One day I was talking to someone I have known for a bit..... and the conversation wandered from the usual pleasantries, to her life and then to my life. One thing led to another and before I knew it, I was confiding into her.

It was not that it felt odd.... in fact, it felt as if someone up there or somewhere had finally decided to press the pressure release valve in my heart. And what followed was something I may never be able to describe.

I just exclaimed..... Tina...Tina...Tina!!!!

She was perplexed, she asked me why did I do that?? And I said.....

It is just an expression... An expression of my passion, frustration, heartbreak, silence, elation and enthusiasm

It is the Passion for you, the Frustration of not being able to make you mine, the Heartbreak for seeing you go away to someone else, the Silence that I maintained for so many years, the Elation when you cared to call recently and the Enthusiasm that I have felt since.

She was left speechless..........